I want you to wish me luck with 2011.
I really need this to be a productive year. In January of 2012, I need to be in a seriously different place than I am right now. Hoping I’m not jinxing too much (REALLY hoping), I’ll say that I think I’m on the right track. I just have to take care of business. And, you know, do that thing I used to do back in 2008 and 2009. Fuck, I forgot what it’s called. You know, that thing that was not at all difficult for me in those years and that I actually did really well and effortlessly made progress on at a consistent basis. That thing I need to get back to instead of fucking around all the time. Oh yeah. It was called writing.
I made a fuck ton of new year’s resolutions for 2011. It’s something I never do, but I’m hoping I can stick to most of them. All of the resolutions constitute fundamental lifestyle and attitude changes that I’m hoping will help me with my little work ethic problem. REALLY hoping.
So yeah. I gotta go now so I can get started on that.
This stupid fucking book. I swear. I want to finish it at this point for no other reason than I’m fucking sick of thinking about it. That reminds me, cursing less was NOT and never will be among my resolutions.